Chapter25 Experience and Value(3)

Then for example novelists, Japanese them are assorted because the type to specialize Japanese as cultural characteristics of special faculty and the type even recognizing traditional spirit, more international vision is taken in them and pursuing universal story or theme, or composing phrase style anticipating the form to be translated or any other types exist with so deep river among them. Of course top revel writers have a talent to overcome each side difference. Namely various meaningful and much talented to activate own faculty is their characteristic.
Then as to be professional some have a custom to work in night, sleeping in daytime, its style of living is not concerned with creative talent or persuasion to readers. Then recently praise novelist as Akutagawa Praise businessman face and writer’s talent can be assimilated in one personality. It’s rare case, we can take him so. Thereby if one has so much talent to create a novel world, he or she has a permission to have a fault not to be able to wake up early, or not so goodly dressed, all those defects aren’t concerned with his or her true ability as writer.
At this meaning, recently happening event of entertainers’ stimulus abuse is not concerned with ability or their achievements, and the difference toward young generation people’s spirit and all of those are each different matter, we should be aware of it. Ordinal Japanese moral relies on the assimilation of usual living attitude as virtue and ability or talent to work with specialty as common sense of society.
By the way generally truly authentic person with an idea that human’s entity has inherently goodness are apt to take an attitude pretending bad guys skillfully. He or she has an emotion to dislike spots on human entity. He or she try to hide their true emotion not to be disliked by ordinal people. Namely he or she tries to play on the role of anti-hero or heroine, and outlaw.
But their pretension to be bad isn’t so natural and full of fraud or falsehood. But miserably those types of cases are many in our society as my impression.
Namely an attitude seen in elite class so-called cultural intelligent people gets to be assorted because we think already that value self should be owned by many people as common treasure and it cannot be grasped as one thing
But for each person hold an idea that it’s fraud that recognizing of values as assorted, it’s solely one. It’s necessity as long as we don’t lie to anybody. Despite of it, there’re so many values around our each individual life and some never admit my value, we can be aware of it as natural cognition, that’s all. 　
But rarely some are the existence to make us in trouble with vise, because of it we must to be careful to others being not to be apt to tell rapidly true mind as thought or anything. Namely we has an ability to guard own entity. Paraphrasing those, its self defense attitude to others is wisdom gotten only after experiments, we can define. And if we have synthesized thought form we are apt to take an attitude hiding its stance, its wisdom has gotten in our custom after experimenting, if value self can be composed by experience, at the matter of fact we can be aware that experience it self doesn’t include so much sympathies gotten by other person’s admission unexpectedly and it includes so much things gotten in myself only after a feeling nobody admit and only myself can admit and have a persistence to hold as treasure, then an emotion caused from the setback gotten after not to be admitted by others would work as main poll to consist inner value feeling through an experiments of us.