Chapter27 Solidification of Value and Anxiety Part1

We try to solidify value because we feel idly resetting and reconsidering our self set value. Or to say, we try to select only matter we can think it is able to solidify. But its fact means that we hold always anxiety we wonder if we evading misjudge our self set value. Personality is typical thing in its anxiety. Namely one other person’s personality as the most important one as roll model, we need it, as that we need to solidify our self personality. But we are always with distress, necessarily we hold also skepticism to our self set value, and its emotion never disappears.
At the matter of fact we are the existence to make both ambivalent feelings co-exist. Actions caused from value solidification is description, our language action needs value solidification at each utterance and description. Thought and idea selves are always trial and error. Then we can think with a vision as necessity to overcome our anxiety. But thought and idea are ready for solidifying anything as been thought.
At a part loving emotion at the first time and love affair is like its solidification. Ideal partner or ideal lover, sweetheart is the thing for us to need for another revel of vale to daily comfort. Then necessarily marriage partner is just daylily comfortable partner for our choice to propose, namely it’s rigorously different from ideal notional value. Namely that we can discriminate both different type of intention but can also make them co-exist as love affair partner and marriage partner shows our diversity toward value. Then we experience that more ideal partner evokes our anxiety, diversely even the partner we trust evokes
it. Or a case that ideal itself is so rigorously solidified and unchangeable and another case that ideal is set in unstable position as unreality we can help but gazing at, both cases as value judgment co-exist. Or we have a reason to think smartly stable and solid friend, marriage partner of mine is the best, but at the same time of it another reason to think mind change to it is the best choice as the turning point of life equally a vision to see changing and switching set vale self valuable momentarily. Both of them stand at the point as idea that value itself should be solidified but because of it as being solidified, we should be careful to set value, and both ambivalent feelings as anxiety touch each other and separate in deep in our mind, its state is our mentality or spirit.
Namely value is at a revel so stable then we know the moment to decide so big change as turning point to reset value as finger, at the same time of it value choice itself is always with anxiety of us, and we also don’t admit anything without any anxiety as valuable matter, its standpoint is our solid shared notion.